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panik ([personal profile] panik) wrote2008-01-04 03:21 pm
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The writing meme

Shamelessly purloined from [profile] roslynsmuse


Fics I wrote in 2007:

Alpha and Omega: an historical slash AU.
An extra chapter of smut for Alpha and Omega, written for Moonridge.
(...The whole of A&O including the above chapter can be found here. 41,250 words).
 
A Child of God, slash. Written for Moonridge. 29,000 words.

Angel Dust - the first sequel to Chasing Rainbows – is still with its winner; should be posted sometime mid-January. Slash, but I’ll be putting a gen version up, too. 42,000 words.

And I’m still mired in an as-yet un-named WIP in which Blair goes to the Academy then leaves and… if you’re a member of that community, you’ll know all about it. 38,000 words completed so far and about half complete.


Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted?

Less. Way, way less. RL has been a bitch.


What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January 2006?

None. Jim and Blair  are my OTP, TS my One True Fandom.


What's your favorite story of the year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you happiest?

I really enjoyed writing Alpha and Omega. It was a plot-bunny I’d been feeding for a couple of years. I sketched it out to 
[profile] alibongo at her kitchen table and together we came up with a satisfyingly angsty plot. It wasn’t at all an easy one to write but I loved immersing myself in that world – the research was a joy, the writing  hard but satisfying and I was unusually happy with the final result.

Did you take any writing risks this year?

A Child of God – another long-nurtured bunny that I hesitated to write because the subject matter was so dark and likely to squick and I knew it was probably going to be my least popular story (and judging by the paucity of fb it's had, I’d guess this was true. *G*) but the idea just wouldn’t leave me alone; it had to be written. I was pleased with the way it came out – it’s a lot less dark that I think readers assume it’s going to be when they see the warnings; it’s a story about the enduring, eternal nature of love, but it is definitely the least popular of all my stories to date.

Do you have any fanfic or profic goals for the New Year?

Fanfic: To finish the Academy story; to get the third and final part of the Chasing Rainbows trilogy done quickly and well.
Profic: To write my new novel – something that I’m totally blocked on at the moment. Also to finally publish my Cuban novel, Picking the Low Mangoes – currently with the Susanna Hill agency in Paris, and maybe even my road book – also about Cuba - though I'm a little pessimistic about the latter.
Finally getting my fiction into print is my big goal for 2008

From my past year of writing, what was...

My Best Story:

Angel Dust

Story Most Under-appreciated by the Universe:


A Child of God

Most fun:

The Academy story.

Most disappointing:

I’m not disappointed by any of my stories.

Most sexy:

Not for me to judge.

Story with single sexiest moment:


Alpha and Omega; the bit when Jim sucks honey from Blair’s finger.

Story with single sweetest moment:


Hmmm. That’s a hard one. Probably the end of A Child of God, when Jim comforts a tearful Blair on the plane.

Hardest to Write:

All of them. I am a slow writer who (seriously) agonises over almost every word.

Easiest story to write:

The Academy one – it’s basically writing itself (though it’s still hard work! – see above)

Most Unintentionally Telling:

Urm… I’m not really sure what that means. Maybe someone could tell me? (o:


[identity profile] laurie-ky.livejournal.com 2008-01-05 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
I read all your stories on your website, and while I know I told you I love your writing, I read them when I was in my 'afraid to email people' stage. ( I had an irrational fear of being spammed if my email address was just loose out there in cyber space. I think I'm over it now).

The Sentinel Affair -- I liked the hippie references(naturally) and Blair being sent to Conover and having to recant everything he said to appear sane. He lost his reputation, but was still being Blair in the commune. Jim was seduced despite himself. Jim doing the covert ops kind of thing but getting sucked into Blair's orbit - I liked that a lot.

Child of God -- No bad guys, just people in pain.

The way I've always seen it, Naomi either knew who Blair's father is and is keeping the information to herself for either a good reason to protect Blair - like she did in this story, or to deny the father access to Blair or the father's family access. The other theories are she doesn't know because she was raped by an unknown person, or she was incapacited due to drugs or alcohol -- still rape if she was not able to give informed consent; or she was doing a one night stand or with several guys that she quickly drifted away from without really knowing who they were. That might seem a little out there, but I've worked with several kids who the mother really didn't know who the father was, and their guesses, due to DNA testing, were wrong.

You have to feel for Naomi, because incest causes such damage to a person. Her imparied ability to have healthy relationships, the way she uses her body seducatively, all can be attibuted to the incestual abuse.

And Blair-- maybe it was confirmation of his worst fears and dashing of his hopes. Jim, wanting to show his support. And the pain her father was in -- that made him less than rational.

It wasn't an easy story but it was an excellent one.

Wind Whispering: I love the way Jim and Blair's relationship starts out with suspicion on Jim's part and for Blair the familiar feeling of being judged by his looks in that negative way. And Blair's in grief, and he can't share that -- the girl who is more than she appears at first, the boy who isn't the bad guy at all. The resuce in the snow, Jim's thawing about Blair and Blair wanting to help Jim, even knowing he's risking being rebuffed... Loved all of it. Jim bringing Blair to his cabin and letting him stay there. Blair being sick and Jim feeling like a jerk when he finds out why. Jesus just listing this stuff from my memory makes me want to read it again.

Chasing Rainbows -- loved the meshing of the spirit plane with reality in Blair's world. Loved him being stripped of his intellect, his BSing ability to have the sweet core of his personality being the dominant feature people see about him. Loved Jim wanting to caretake him and bring him out of it. Loved the waking coma idea -- is that real, by the way, or did you make it up? Loved the speech problems at the end, because it made his recovery more realistic.

Absolutely loved Blair giving Simon a hug, and Simon having to let him.so as to not scare him. Loved the murder case you worked into it also.

Can't wait to read the sequel.

Loved Alpha and Omega - the way you made it historical and fresh at the same time. Cried when Jim had to decide if Blair had to die or not. Simon being jealous -- that worked nicely.

So Gilly, much apologies for not giving specific FB before.
You are a wonderful writer and I love your stories
Laurie

Oh my...

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-01-05 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Now I feel really guilty because everyone's apologising for not sending me fb and I REALLY don't want anyone to think I was fishing for compliments! Really, the only reason I mentioned it was because the meme asked the questions and the only way I have of judging if a story was liked or not is from the fb and comment and some stories, tis true, got very little compared to others so I naturally conclude that those stories just weren't as well liked which is a shame but I ain't losin' sleep over it. (o:.

And quite honestly, I'm THE worst person to complain about the lack of fb because I'm just *terrible* at sending it myself.

But...

Having said all that...

Thanks so much for taking the time and the trouble to work on all that comment, hon. It is massively appreciated. I'm consistently surprised and pleased beyond measure when people like the stuff I churn out because I'm my own worst critic and I don't think I've ever posted a chapter or a story without cringing because it always seems to me to be - not as good as it could be; could do better - you know? I don't think I've ever been 100% happy with anything I've done so when people write marvellous stuff saying they like it, I come over all Sally Field and start making a fool of myself. (o:

I'm still absorbing this delicious ego-massage you've sent me. It means even more coming from a writer I respect as much as you so, thanks again - I'm looking forward to returning the compliment very soon (ie write more hon, it's eagerly awaited. (o:)