It is weird and scary how you are in the same place as me fandom-wise. I'm feeling like I've suffered a weird bereavement, and it makes it hard for me to engage with fic of any stripe. I've been re-reading Martha, and rediscovering the stories I loved at the start, but I don't feel much like writing my own any more. I'm going to push myself to finish TNT (it's so nearly done) and Decimated, but that will probably be it. And there is nothing else waiting in the wings. Sigh.