don't feel there's anything negative about admitting that.
Oh, I agree! (And I'm glad you landed in fandom!)
Me, I was fannish from grade school, and active and buying fanfic zines from the age of 14 or 15. And only really started to write fanfic so that I could be on SentinelAngst. I'm still not all that social fannishly, compared to how I interact on some parenting lists.
Re: I've never knocked on her door
Oh, I agree! (And I'm glad you landed in fandom!)
Me, I was fannish from grade school, and active and buying fanfic zines from the age of 14 or 15. And only really started to write fanfic so that I could be on SentinelAngst. I'm still not all that social fannishly, compared to how I interact on some parenting lists.