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panik ([personal profile] panik) wrote2008-06-21 01:39 pm
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It's raining again.

Really hard now, and I'm sitting here in my sweats... I've had a work out, was all up for a run; my legs were all ready for that run but it's  pissing down. I suppose if I were uber dedicated I'd go out anyway but I'm going to get drenched and the mud will be so slippy up on the moors and I'll probably end up crippling myself for life.

Excuses. Excuses. ::sigh::

So, trapped in the house as I am, I thought I'd have a crack at re-starting the long-neglected Academy  fic. I can't say the Muse is biting, cause she's not, but it does no harm to try. Maybe if I make myself write something I can get  the lazy cow off her fat arse and doing her job. Trouble is, it's been so long (the last time I posted an update was Jan 22nd! Shriek out!) I'm going to have to sit and read the whole darn thing through to remind myself what was happening, to whom and why and...

I really can't remember a lot of this. Did I really write it? Gosh golly gosh.

Anyway. Giving it a go. Here we go. Right. This is it. I'm doing it. I am... After I've had another cup of coffee. Then I will. Honest. promise. ::nods:: I can make a start by dragging the icon out of mothballs. Wheee! there he is. He's so pretty. *g*

[identity profile] maybeatdawn.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I believe in the maggic of coffe, have a good writing ...

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Coffee (and tea - especially Rose Pouchong) is indeed, magic.

I have writen 437 words. It's a start. Thabnks for the good vibes. (o:

[identity profile] laurie-ky.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I find it hard to shift gears on major stories, so good luck, because I really want to read it.

Laurie

And I *really* want to finish it

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I honestly do. I've rather lost my ficcish vibe; I'm not writing or reading it but I managed over 400 words so... there is hope. (o:

It is hard catching up though. It feels like reading someone else's fic. I can hardly believe I wrote it - I don't remember writing much of it at all.

[identity profile] miwahni.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
You need to make a vow to stop procrastinating. Starting tomorrow! *g* Good luck with your writing, I hope the smell of fresh coffee lures your muse out of hiding.

LOL!

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Trouble is I've so many projects on the go and fic is pretty low down the list of priorities; I rarely read any these days and writing it...

Sigh

The Muse isn't really cooperating but I'm sure persistence will win the day. I've never seen the Muse. I wonder what she looks like? I always imagine her a little like Vince Noir dragged up and in a chiton. (o:

Re: LOL!

[identity profile] miwahni.livejournal.com 2008-06-22 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
And a hat. Because, you know, all hats suit him.

Re: LOL!

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-22 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
His hair is practically a hat.

If any of the daughters of Zeus ever wore a hat it would be Mod-Muse Noir. Perhaps a purple silk turban with a vast amethyst in the middle. ::muses on this::

(::adopts Vince voice:: muses. You see what I did there? Genius...)



Re: LOL!

[identity profile] miwahni.livejournal.com 2008-06-23 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*giggle*

[identity profile] betagoddess.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)

Oh, I really hope you succeed in continuing with Academy. I often think about that story and sigh, waiting for more. *g*

No pressure though, and I mean that. I can be as patient as can be. =>}

Good luck!!!

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I think of it often too, hon, but I've had real problems getting the inspiration to go on with it. I've given up on waiting for the Muse now, and going with sheer force of will to get it going again.

Anyway, I managed 437 words. Not a brilliant start, but a start.

[identity profile] betagoddess.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)

437 words is very cool! =>}

"If you write it, it will come!". Heh heh.

Good luck and ::hugs::

[identity profile] luicat.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
::pets the muse and sends you lots of nice coffee, wine, olives and smelly cheese::

And you did right with the rain - no point in crippling yourself.
And they do say that's it the thought that counts!

Well, I'm poorly sick today...

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-22 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
so clearly the Gods have spoken.

::All wrapped up on the sofa with a mug of warm ribena::

Re: Well, I'm poorly sick today...

[identity profile] luicat.livejournal.com 2008-06-22 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no! Poor you!
I'm glad you are all snuggled up with nice things.
I think the Gods message was a bit OTT though...
::huggles you lots::

[identity profile] snycock.livejournal.com 2008-06-21 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes you do have to just drag the Muse in kicking and screaming. I've stretches where I just keep doggedly writing, even though I'm telling myself I'm probably going to cut all this later...

And I've had that feeling, too, of reading over something I wrote and not recognizing it. Happened more with my dissertation, but I've had it with fic.

Here's hoping the coffee works and your muse gets energized!

I must say...

[identity profile] gillyp.livejournal.com 2008-06-22 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I have of late lost all my fandom squee and it's been really hard to raise the ficcish Muse. But I am trying... Do I get points for effort? (o:

[identity profile] boogieshoes.livejournal.com 2008-06-23 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm just going to say that i love it when you say 'pissing down' - i giggle every time, because it sounds like... well, i'm sure it doesn't sound the same to my 'merkin ear as it does to your british one!

but i sympathize on the rain - we're into monsoon season over here, which can be described as 'hot, damned hot, blasted furn - F*CK!!! RAIN!!! - and... back to damned hot again...' sheesh.

-bs